Thursday, December 5, 2013
Home after small gay meeting and I'm so depressed.
I'm not getting back into the swing of comedy - I'm so fucking tired and I'm SORE and seriously - the super never, ever, EVER stops smoking cigarettes. I'm too in this - I'm too up close to myself - I'm losing it. I feel depressed that's all. I went to this little tiny, gay mens meeting and I felt SO MUCH BETTER afterwards. I just need rest I guess. I'm crazy PMS or something. I took Advil, I will take a bath and do some yoga. I'm just lonely and miserable - UGH. Okay - time to stop writing again - it's just so scary - I've been so much better and now - I'm crazy again. But - well - tomorrow is a new day. Right? I mean it is - whatever. Okay - bye. UGH.