Thursday, December 26, 2013
Okay so I made a list of goals for 2014 and one of them is to have fun. Also I realized that that is what I want from a relationship - I want to have fun. I saw some family tonight and we had fun. I did a show and they came and then we went to another show and that was fun. FUN. I have always had this romantic, painful notion of what a relationship should be like. The hot guy who is in emotional turmoil, I'm in turmoil - and together somehow we have fun and have a life? EW and no and DONE. I want to have FUN!! What is the fucking POINT otherwise. Dear LORD I feel like my fun is about to burst out of me. I'm so tired - more working tomorrow - worked today and I did a good job on the show. Yeah - and it was fun. Maybe I should say fun one more time. Ha. Love you Bluebie - you're the tops. OH ALSO WE DANCED TONIGHT!! I'm getting a head start on my goal to DANCE. Which is fun! Okay bye.