Tuesday, May 22, 2018


WOW - it's been a long time since I wrote but honestly not as long as I thought it was.  Less than a month.  I started to work for my sister and it made me all discombobulated and crazy because I had to make my office ready and start to actually work.  Neither of these things was very complicated but nonetheless I managed to get extreme anxiety and stress from it.  It has been great though and I am so so grateful to be busy and to be working - and for the $$$.  I am getting a little more used to it now.  I also am scheduling out ALL my time so that I'm not - how do I say it?  Wishy washy and then wasting the time?  Not only that but I just need so much structure so that I am taking care of myself.  I have been in radiation everyday for almost 2 weeks now.  I have about 2 more weeks to go.  It is profoundly less painful and terrifying than chemo.  Everyone is really nice that works in that part of the hospital and it goes pretty quickly.  In general I am feeling better from the chemo - I am starting to come out of it.  My hair is growing back although not really my eyelashes but my eyebrows a little bit.  I did shows over the weekend and they were fantastic - really great.  I had taken a couple of weeks off because I was so overwhelmed and exhausted.  So anyway.  What else?  At the moment I am tired....I drove into the city to do our podcast and now I have to go take care of those kids.  Thank God I am busy again!  Able to do stuff!  I am also able to exercise more and that is helping make me feel better also.  Okay well I have to go - I have a busy day tomorrow.  I am taking care of myself as best I can and eating healthy again.  Making lots of food at home.  Trying to get away from the sugar which I THINK is part of my lifelong problem of inflammation.  LOVE YOU BLUBIE - THIS IS FASCINATING STUFF RIGHT??  Byeeeeeeeee.