Thursday, April 25, 2013
I feel so gross. I mean physically - is it because I have taken Melatonin the 3 nights and maybe I didn't or shouldn't have? Is it the burgers I have eaten almost every single day? Is it the bacon - a lot of bacon and Swiss - a lot of Swiss and cheddar - a lot of cheddar grilled cheese with a side of buffalo chips dipped in ketchup with a side of mint chocolate chip ice cream I had for dinner? IS THAT IT? WHY WOULD THAT MAKE ME FEEL BAD?? I have RAGING PMS - raging. Oh - I just remembered I brought myself Advil - hold please. Okay - I took the Advil. I'm upset and sad but I'm mostly PMS - that's the truth. I think I should just relax and read my book - that's what I'm going to do - it's so quiet here at the store and I have nothing to give - nothing. Whatever. What? I'm bitter right now - so bitter. I have a lot to be grateful for and I - okay - I'm just going to stop at that. I'm not going to drink today and I'm going to read. Bye Bluebers - love you.