Wow...I just read last year this time.....

I was fucking insane - holy shit.  Well if it wasn't clear to me before and it was but I am just saying it is ever more clear that drinking will not help me out at all.  I mean the only reason I'm better now is because I haven't drank and I have grown a teeny tiny bit.  Holy shit.  This is blowing my mind how hard this is - I really had no idea.  I'm going to feed the dog now.  I'm so grateful that I got to move and I have my own apartment - it's helped me so much.  Okay - alright - bye bye.