I'm such - okay - I'm not going to be mean to myself and I am NOT going to cry I have on fucking make-up. I LOOKED AT HIS FACEBOOK PAGE AND HE IS FRIENDS AGAIN WITH HIS SLUTTY ex-girlfriend again. I got so upset - so toxic - sooooosososos upset. I deleted the stupid picture of Drew fucking Barrymore I posted on his page - why? Why did I just do that? Listen I can say this too - I might have trust issues but do you know what a lot of it steams from? Untrustworthy people so BOOM - there you go. Okay - I'm embarassed. At least I didn't delete him which is what I really want to do. Why though - he is like never on there anyway and hello - it's not like he is going to be a super awesome not addicted fabulous MAN for someone else. And he is a good guy - he really is. Who wouldn't be friends with their slutty ex-girlfriend? He's single so he can do whatever he wants. There is just no way that he is going to suddenly be a man and be a totally present loving partner - that just isn't happening. Drunk sex? That is probably happening and do you know what? I'm not jealous of THAT one bit. Fuck that. So okay NEW GOAL:
1. ONLY LOOK AT MY OWN FACEBOOK PAGE AND ONLY IF I HAVE TO.
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