Sunday, April 28, 2013
Detach with love.
That's what my sponsor said to do and I did it today and it helped so much. Lately when I am upset at that job I send them love but to detach with love - WOW - holy fuck. Turning it over and detaching with love - so grand. I'm so exhausted - it's almost 4:00 a.m. I worked all the shows and made completely mediocre money - however - I made money - so - so I can eat and pay my rent this month. I have to go to sleep. I feel so much better - I just want to do more of the exercise, and meditation tomorrow. I was farting at work all night long from the green drink I drank today - you're WELCOME. Do you know what my sponsor said that I found so profound today also? That just because I have bad feeling towards someone else doesn't mean I'm bad. Or because I pick up on someone's bad energy and I have trouble shaking it off - doesn't mean I'm bad or EVEN - even if I just don't like someone - doesn't mean I'm bad. Whatever - I'm so tired bye.