Tuesday, July 9, 2013
I'm back - I'm bored.
I have been watching different seasons of shows and I'm realizing - and I already knew this but I'm realizing it again - that comedians write themselves these shows. They are often the writers and the producers. I'm so bored, frustrated and confused. Who the fuck am I? I don't even know my fucking TYPE anymore. The part I auditioned for today was for and old stripper who is a murderer. "STILL SEEKING!!!" Fuck. Okay - so I have these 2 book ideas - short story ideas? I don't fucking know - I need structure. It's so slow and this is the perfect place to write and have some structure. WHAT? I mean this is at least the perfect place to organize myself and figure out how to have some structure. I miss my dog - so barf. When are they giving me back her ashes already? ONLY FIVE MORE HOURS!!!! AhhhhhhHHHHHhhhhhhaaaaa - awesome.