Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Confused. Or am I?
Lord have fucking mercy. I woke up with a pit in my stomach and on my way to work I got into reading "Emotional Sobriety." It's very clinical (for me) and fuck - why am I saying that like that? I just don't feel very well psychologically. I'm upset. I managed to make myself dinner last night, do dishes and pack myself a lunch today. I was able to wake up and pray & meditate and ge to work on time. I just feel sick to my stomach and I feel like I kind of don't exist. That's all. Ha - why am I saying ha - I don't mean ha - I mean - big sigh. I don't even know if I mean that. I have to keep reading this book and right now I am going to look up the limbic system and the cortex. I can't believe I'm going to say this but thank GOD for this job. I needed to get out of myself today. I love you Bluebie.
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