Monday, April 14, 2014
I can't keep up.
Such an intense weekend. That fucking place - I worked 2 brunches and another shift today - 27 hours in 3 days. That is fucking insane right? I had the nicest evening with the guy on Saturday night - oh my Lord - it was so wonderful. Then - then what? I can't even think straight. I have no shows this week and I don't even want to go to class tomorrow night - I'm so fucking tired. My nails are a mess, oh boy. I went to meetings, I took phone calls and I called my sponsor. No shows and my friend somehow built a website. I have owned my website name for 12 years and it has nothing on it. It says "More Coming Soon." I'm so fucking uncomfortable. Really I am. I just need to go to sleep right now. Yeah - why don't I do that. So my nails are gross and I never exercise - oh except my dance class. Okay I'm going to bed I'm just getting upset at myself. Love you Bluebie bye.