Thursday, April 10, 2014
Really like this guy. He bought me books. HE BOUGHT ME BOOKS. Who DOES that???? I have no idea. We talked today for hours - we talk every day for hours. If he lived here I would be the biggest disaster in the world ever. A bigger disaster?? Anyway - what's going on? I've been going to meetings everyday - calling my sponsor again everyday and I'm doing the best I can. I sucked at the store today. I didn't really feel well and I basically hid behind the computer screen all day. I need to go to sleep. I have the day off tomorrow but of course I have a ton of things to do. That's okay - I can sleep tonight - I came home right after the meeting and watched 2 episodes of New Girl and ate Chinese food. It was amazing. I'm beyond exhausted. He gave me books. Unreal. SO SCARY. Well - you know I'm grateful though. I really like him and for that I am grateful. HOWS THAT FOR A CHANGE IN PERSPECTIVE? Whoa. Love you Bluebie bye.