Monday, April 7, 2014
Aaaand I changed my mind again.
As soon as I spoke to him today I felt differently - better. Okay - fine. Did I say he sent me flowers to the store last week? Amazing. I finally had a chance to go get them today and they are absolutely gorgeous. Fine. I spent the day doing laundry and cleaning, went to rehearsal and remembered last minute of a show I had to do. ugh - it was pouring rain and I got so wet on the way there - had a totally mediocre set. Then I walked back through the rain to get to a meeting - then walked more in the rain to host an 11 pm show for 2 people. 2 of the nicest, most amazing audience members ever. So bizarre. Now I'm home. I was blown away by these 2 kids who performed on the show last - they were 18 and 22 - they really wanted to get onstage (again - 2 people in the audience) and they were really sweet and hard working. Great attitudes. Again - the perception - you know? I feel like it was another rough day but I did my best. I feel like it was kind of a set-back comedy-wise - I was having such good sets and I was so much better at - what - schmoozing? Please - hello - I was soaking wet and I didn't have a great set - who cares. I was a great host for 2 people so whatever!! Love you Bluebie bye.