Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Okay - let's see if I can be clear at all......
this whole thing with the city being broken feels very much like 9/11 and it's quite - traumatizing except - it's different. It's not a human attack and people are being kind to each other. Here is the thing - I am once again - sort of - left feeling like my life is empty. During 9/11 I had a crazy roommate and a comedy career. Now I have my own apartment and I'm sober. I had tools to pick up today - amongst them my wonderful therapist and kind sober people. I am an artist and I don't know what that means but I need to follow my bliss. Follow my bliss. That's it. I can trust the doors will open where they should. I learned all of this from one dating website of some man I found interesting. I don't think he finds me interesting and it doesn't matter. Follow my bliss - that's it. I'm going to do that. Starting now. I'm so tired. See??? I REALLY enjoyed writing that!!!!
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