Sunday, October 14, 2012
Project I Deserve Better.
So sometimes when I give up I get on my feet somehow. I worked my ass off this weekend and I was just able to pay most of my bills and my rent. Do you know what is so crazy? I was taking cabs all the time home from the club and guess what? I can't afford it anymore. I saved SO MUCH money this weekend not doing that. I didn't have to leave the club at 3 in the morning or I wouldn't have done that but what have I been doing? Ugh - this money stuff is so tricky for me. It's more than that though. It's the delaying of gratification, the sitting through the discomfort. I just don't naturally want to do that. But I deserve better in life and I'm not going to get it unless I get better with this stuff. Am I making sense? I'm getting upset. Why? I'm uncomfortable at this table right now. I have to go - I really need a walk in the park. Bye Bluebie - love you.
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