Thursday, March 20, 2014
What the fuck am I DOING???
It's the first day of Spring and it feels quite Springy actually and that's so wonderful. I went home last night after a meeting and took care of myself - ate a healthy meal, went to sleep early - did my yoga and nighttime routine - got a good night's sleep. I'm just confused or something. Tired? Is it crazy that I am totally into this guy? Man? He's a man. Ugh - I don't know. I'm suddenly fried after this day at work here at the store. My scene partner came and rehearsed with me - Shakespeare - we are working on Shakespeare and it's SO FUN. She is so not a turd at all. She is WONDERFUL. I'm just tired and that is fine. Tired and filled with fear and now I have a boyfriend who is married and that is confusing. HA! Or not confusing - just I don't know if I'm okay totally with it. It's okay - or not - who knows. I just need to take care of myself - go home and do my homework for class. Love you sweet Bluebie bye.