Monday, February 24, 2014
He's nice, he's sober, he's married.
He's married - separated but married. I don't like that. Who would? I care and I asked him about it and he told me last night that the fact I asked a lot of questions was really wonderful and he would understand if because of his current situation I couldn't do this. OKAY. RIGHT. I just - what? I'm not even confused - I'm just not sure where to go. I mean it's actually a turn off to me that he's still married - it just makes me so uncomfortable. I can still get to know him more right? I really like him - he's so sweet and funny and - I really am attracted to him. Well - I guess we shall see is all. I am attracted to him but I am not attracted to his wife. Ew. See? I don't like that and I deserve better. Well - it's early and I am in the middle of my prayer and meditation but I got distracted. I worked brunch again both days this weekend and what a nightmare it was! Holy fucking eggs! I don't even totally understand why anyone would even WANT to go to brunch to be honest with you. Love you Bluebie bye.