Thursday, July 19, 2012
Back to what am I doing?
I could not sleep last night because I was so freaked out about where I am. I used to go on auditions and send out photos and now I am totally a waitress and I work at a boutique. A 14 year old could do these jobs and a 14 year old somewhere is probably leading the creative life I want to lead. Which is what? I DON'T know!! I'm so tired and I can't seem to finish moving into that apartment. I need to clean, put away my books, clean, put back up the blinds which are in to close to the room. I bought curtains which I can't put in because the blinds aren't in right. Ugh. Who cares? Okay - I'm going to stop writing. I took tonight off of work - I just can't do it. I need to get something for my cousin's baby for her party on Saturday. Alright - I have food, a new vacuum - life is okay - I'm just exhausted and scattered and being hard on myself . Not so helpful Bye Bluebs - I love you.
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