Saturday, June 9, 2012
I am so stressed out.
The night after Creepy told me that he needs me to move - I came home and they were having a big party. It was totally like "Ding-dong the witch is dead - the wicked witch." I walked to the train yesterday and I heard a little girl singing it. It is a little hard to take but also - come on - I'm miserable here and Princess Boris hates me or - I have no idea. I'm having so many feelings it's insane. I went to an extra therapy session yesterday. Her Lady Wonder was totally not nice to me and I haven't called her. I think I need to get a new sponsor too. Ugh - I feel sick. It will be okay I guess - I don't even know when to look to move because I have to go to my nephew's Christening on the 1st. I was supposed to be on vacation the week I would be moving by. They bought a bed already to put in my room. It's in the parlor room. This was definitely not a flash decision. Okay - I think I need to pray & meditate and take care of myself. Get myself more together - figure out more of what I even need to move. I have some money saved and I'm working. I was grumpy with the lady from the store - only a little. Okay - I have a show tomorrow night and I'm supposed to have rehearsal tomorrow here. That might be a bad idea - rehearsal here? Okay - I have to go. Deep breathing - bye Bluebie - I love you.
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