I'm so sleepy. I worked and now I'm exhausted. I am amazed at how long it has taken me to clean up after the marriage. I'm to tired to write - I've learned so much and I'm not as upset anymore. I'm starting to not even be mad at him. He's trapped in time with his own stuff. We didn't want to hurt each other. I don't believe he set out to hurt me. Ah - perhaps I am starting to grow up. Goodnight Moon!!!