Thursday, September 20, 2012
More will be revealed.
That's what everyone and the program says. I went home last night because I was so exhausted from working here yesterday and I didn't get enough sleep AND I didn't shower and so I went home instead of going to ballet. I got home and put on clean, comfy after work clothes and it was TOTAL heaven. I spent time with the dog and I washed my underwear in the sink AND I re potted a plant. I got Chinese food and took out the garbage and the recycles and that was fun too! I vacuumed and got to sleep at a decent hour and I woke up completely on time. Then I went back to sleep and woke up so upset. I cried in the shower - haha - not really funny but kind of funny and then I went to work. Somehow though, because the apartment was clean and because I took care of myself - I felt better by the time I got here. I don't know - I don't understand anything at all but somehow I feel a little better. I was being so hard on myself and then I was like - well this isn't helping so I stopped. Just a day at a time. Okay - I'm signing out of this most boring blog post ever. Right now I am so grateful to be sober. I don't care how nerdy that is. I really am. Bye Bluebs.