Thursday, May 22, 2014
Rage and sympathy cards.
I'm so totally angry right now - for reasons I'm sure having nothing to do with reality. I still fell quite frazzled even thought the last few nights I got good sleep and last night I was able to clean and put away my Winter clothes. I'm going to get to see my guy tonight and he is still totally wonderful. I feel the other girl who I work with is angry with me or something and so because I FEEL that way - it must be true and because she seems to be blowing me off and not asking me for anything - I am angry. I guess I am also angry because she asked me to rearrange my whole schedule to help her and I couldn't and it seems like she is mad. I have worked for her so many times - so many hours - I mean - unreal. She has also occasionally worked for me but still. SEE I AM SO ANGRY. However - despite that - I was just able to mail out sympathy cards to my little sisters in-laws because the Grandmother died. I loved her!!! She was such a great lady - so sweet. Did I already write this? I mean that she dies? Anyway - the cards are totally late but I did it - when was I able to ever send out cards to anyone?? Never. I was never able to do anything. I would get high and think about it - plan out all I was going to do and I would never do it. Isn't that so sad. Oh my God - I can't even think about it. Well - so there you go. I need a meeting. I'm also tired even though today was so totally boring. Even the transsexual who came in here and tried on the same 3 pairs of pants over and over again for an hour and a half wasn't enough to interest me - although the first 6 pant changes were amusing. Alright - well it's raining out and I love you bye.