I don't feel well today - like I have a cold or something? My back hurts, my kidneys, my brain is fogged...I am eating so well and really taking great care of myself...but these codependent issues are getting me down man. I mean I had no idea that's what codependant meant. CO - meaning BOTH. Okay you know what I am not doing this! I am not going to write about whatever is wrong with me and why I am not feeling well. I really think a huge part of it is I am detoxing from caffeine. That's it! So how about a gratitude list? Did I hear a groan out there? OH WELL. Oprah & Deepak Choprah say "Every grateful moment makes me healthier." So here we go...
1. This blog and the years of comfort and private expression it has given me.
2. Slow learning.
3. Just realized my old roommate who always used my computer when I wasn't home not only saw all my porn windows or whatever they are called and also probably read this blog and I am laughing because I also heard him jerking off like a FIEND a few times soooooo - living with people is awkward. Haha - ah laughing is better than being embarrassed.
4. Learning to practice trust and letting myself go very, very slow.
5. Being open to forgiveness....
6. All the animals that have been in my life and given me unconditional love & warmth.
7. Realizing I am not always the problem....
8. Other people are either okay or not and it doesn't matter - all the matters is that I MAN THE FUCK UP & take care of myself and let them take care of themselves. From a loving place.
9. This one is important! I am grateful that I am finally learning why it isn't good to be angry and that I just simply don't have to be.
10. Slowly learning I am what is important and staying in that person that is me. I am learning from the universe that I can fiercely protect myself. from a loving place and that's VERY GOOD. All good!
11. My pajams.
12. My floss things
13. Journaling
14. Glasses
15. Jobs
16. Food.
Bye Bluebie looove you.
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