Sunday, October 23, 2016
Oye! Good lord - well I am better than I was last Saturday. We got up prayed & meditated and went for a jog. The neighbor is blow-drying his driveway but it's not bothering me as much so THAT'S NICE. Weird. I was busy this week - 2 podcasts, 3 auditions, 4 shows and class? Hold on I am going to fact check myself. Yeah 4 shows. Oh man but today I am out of sorts. When am I not out of sorts. Sometimes. Sometimes. The guy is in the shower and we are going to drive upstate and see the foliage and maybe buy a pumpkin. I want a dog so bad. A puppy just ran over and jumped in my arms as I was walking back to the house. Holy fuck it was the cutest thing ever. Well I am just going to be patient at that - we really can't afford it right now. Something is happening with me - in myself. I'm changing. Some sort of shift is taking place. I'm not sure what it is but I do feel like I am opening up somehow. I feel like I am coming back to myself somehow. What am I talking about? Who knows!? Who cares!? It feels great! So. So what else? I don't know - maybe I just wanted to sit here and type. I have been writing more since I have been doing more shows. I have been reading different books by female comedians and now I want to write a book. Or something - or a lot of things. Yeah - I want to write more. It's so strange about comedy. Stand-up. It's such a bizarre world and I love it but I have something else in me too. I just don't know. I just need to keep going. That's all - keep going. Okay I have to work on something for my class. Loooove you Bluebie bye!