Monday, March 23, 2020

It's Fear.

Fear and sadness.  That's what's underneath my obsessing over other people and their feelings and thoughts and whatever.  I am afraid.  Afraid to do my own thing.  Afraid to feel the sadness that on some level we all have to stand on our own 2 feet or our own whatever we have.  I don't know what else I am sad about but - well - guess what?  I have plenty of time to sit here and feel it.  And then maybe I will let it pass through me.  Maybe it will move on.  I can get out of this boot-loop...wait - no it's not a boot-loop it's a cycle....stop the repetition.  AH.  I started to watch Russian Doll and it's amazing.  She is stuck in a boot-loop!  Okaaaaay gotta go byeeeee.

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