Saturday, October 12, 2019

Flipping Out.

At the moment I am freaking out.  Okay I am not freaking out anything like I used to freak out and it has been a really nice day.  I got to go for a nice , sunny walk.  I went to my ladies meeting and did stepwork with a sponsee.  I'm waiting to hear about something and it is so fucking uncomfortable to wait.  I have a show tonight and I need to write for it....God I don't think I can do this - I'm just on my toes here and it's not helpful to write over & over again that I am uncomfortable and anxious.  I will write more later - love you Bluebie bye.
at

No comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)

The Core of Me.

Well here I am at the end of this blog.  It's a little bittersweet because I am not sure I would have done it if they hadn't changed...

  • So Cold
    It's so cold out & I don't want to go to work tonight.  I went to lunch and had a salad so now I want to eat the fried chicken o...
  • The Core of Me.
    Well here I am at the end of this blog.  It's a little bittersweet because I am not sure I would have done it if they hadn't changed...
  • Better.
    I definitely feel better.  Being able to be here more in the apartment and cook and stuff has really helped.  What?  What does that mean?  I...