Tuesday, May 28, 2013

It just seems too hard to get it back.

I can't get back any momentum and I feel so discouraged after yesterday.  Something has to change - I need a different job, a boyfriend - a fucking LIFE for fuck's sake.  I have a bad attitude.  I'm doing exactly what I want to do right?  Maybe I need another program too.  Maybe 2 isn't enough.  I wish I could go to a meeting right now.  Okay bye again.
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