Okay so let's see...

The shoot went well and it was really fun and I hurt my knee a tiny bit jumping rope but that was okay. I have to be at work and hour and a half earlier tonight so I can't get to a meeting. I sort of want to write about the annoying way I found out I had to be at work early but I am not going to. Let's see what else? Larni and I went to a show that was fun and we got dinner afterwards and I was telling him about work and he said I should get out of there and I think he is right. I just can't take it anymore and I'm not really making enough money. Am I being crazy? No I'm not - I just feel like I should be loyal to them but I don't know why. It's not right. Well okay - I have another video this week and this one is a musical. Then next weekend is my cousins wedding and so that is my next couple of weeks. This is what happened yesterday that was so great....I performed with ease and I let myself have fun. That used to be SO hard for me. I would always be super stiff and in my head. After watching the show Monday night and seeing people perform with ease it helped me. I guess not being hung over and high also helped. I ALSO was able to pray and meditate before I left the house. This is so boring. The whole point is that even after one of the girls asked if I wanted to smoke pot I didn't want to and my day and my jobs for the day that I had given myself were SO much better because I was straight and I also was prepared. I could have gotten a better nights sleep and if I had gotten to do Yoga and been here at my computer for longer would have been better.....but progress - total progress. But mostly I had fun and the area we shot in was gorgeous and all these people kept taking pictures of us - it was hilarious. Sooo secret blog - I now must go about my day so as to prepare for my job that makes me so sad. It's okay to go get a job elsewhere when I get SO sad about thinking of working. Soon I'm going to get new head shots. Yes - yes - I really want to do that. Maybe - haha - byeeeee Blueberry!!!