I'm so scared about the doctor today

and what I'm most scared about is the fact that I have no health insurance. Oh my God that is scaring me even more than thinking I might be really sick. HE apologized for putting that stuff outside my room and then put MORE stuff and hasn't even opened the box to build the shelves. And for some reason his boyfriend can NOT not smoke outside my room. Four floors down in all fairness but still. Okay I have to go - I have to get ready and walk the dog. Bye Blueberry I love you.