What? I'm tired and I had a weird thing with my sponsor and I am (ha) left questioning everything. I'm going to go ahead and get right to something positive. I called my therapist and she called me back and she really talked to me. She's so NICE and you know that's what I need and what I want. People who are nice. So good. Now what is going to happen? I'm going to keep going I guess. I have a show tonight at 11:00 - I had my class last night but tomorrow night I have the night off. I was talking to this young hot guy in my class last night and he always sits near me - gorgeous - so charming. He asked me how long I had been doing comedy and I told him and then (I'm blushing as I write this) HE GOT UP AND MOVED. HAAA - omg sigh and cry. He has been sitting near me for weeks and now that I told him I had been doing comedy for 14 years he got up and moved.
can you even just die at that thought? He was like "SHE IS SO OLD BYE." Or I don't know - maybe he was just like "SHE IS SO UNSUCCESSFUL. BYE." Well I might as well just make the best of it. Of all of this. Oh good that really sad, sentimental song is playing on the radio. Fucking tender hearts - gross. Omg I'm crying. I can't. Love you Bluebie bye.
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