Thursday, September 6, 2018
How many doctors does it take to fuck a lightbulb?
I really don't know but probably not many. I AM OVERWHELMED. I have been to - so far this week - chemo therapy with all sorts of blood tests, then the doctor there, my living with cancer group - talked to people there about all this shit, saw a nutty Chinese doctor but okay cool, then I met with my Snake Doctor who I love so much and HE told me what he thought was going on and then again I spoke with my oncologist about other options and 2 things are happening right now. 3. 3 things are happening......1. my eye is twitching like crazy because I feel stressed out about having 3 different types of doctors tell me what to do BUT it's also probably twitching because I had afternoon coffee and I made it strong actually it's ALSO probably why I am stressing the fuck out right now in general - ANYWAY 2. I have no idea what 2 and 3 were now I forgot. Jesus. Um - well anyway I have a lot of options. I can figure out what to do to take care of myself. I can take care of myself and keep my body healthy and keep it cancer free. God I am so tired too. I had an audition today it was fun - went to the kids afterwards - they crack me up. I need to eat dinner. I have been eating so much healthier - like 150% healthier - I'm not even kidding. AND I LOOK DIFFERENT. I mean my eyes are a different shape. I know that sound fucking insane but it's true. I don't know how else to say it - maybe there's more life in them because they are actually getting nutrients? I mean I don't look ASIAN now but they look different. I HAVE TO GO EAT NOW BYE.
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