Rebuilding.

I was  amazed by the man last night who said there was so much devastation from his drinking and he couldn't repair what he devastated - he had to rebuild.  HOW AMAZING IS THAT??  Also - okay so I have been trying forever to get bak my old comedy career or whatever - that life.  Ew and it's not going to happen.  It's devastated.  So.  So there you fucking go.  WOW.  Jeez.  I guess I feel liberated but I also feel stupid but also - whatever.  I just have to accept all of it.  OKAY GREAT BYE.