Rough start to the day already.....

I got a decent amount of sleep and I was so exhausted when I got home from work that I just went right to sleep. I was woken up by the guests who are staying here at leasst 50 times - they are very loud guests. I had the fucking craziest dream about the landlord and it was so real. I dreamed he came in my room and sat on my bed and wanted something from me and wouldn't leave me alone. I think - no I know - I was smoking pot and he wanted my pot. I am tired today. It was the 3rd drinking/drug dream I have had this week. That isn't good. Last night was slow at work and I - okay - I need to pray and meditate and call Her Lady Wonder. I am only working tonight as someone else is at the boutique today and I think I might just go see if I can buy myself a dress somewhere. Tomorrow my girlfriend is bringing me to get a facial for my birthday and I have tomorrow night off. So that should all help to get me back in place. I sent the landlord a message about leaving the keys in my door and the window open. I also just turned down the music that Cretona was blaring for I'm not sure what reason. I probably should have slept till 2 but that wasn't going to happen. He said sorry about the music and I know he wasn't trying to be a jerk - I just really had to turn it down - and now it is nice and quiet because I guess he turned it off and went back to bed. I'm praying that I move out of here very soon and that until then I can take care of myself and stay sober. I will be okay for today - I can feel that and I have the time and energy to do what I need to do to take care of myself. I also need some exercise - jeez. I did a bunch of research yesterday and I think all the soda I drank while in Ct. reaaaaly hurts me in more ways than I realize. It just leeches calcium from my bones but also affects my woman parts. Okay - sounds crazy but if it helps me to not drink it then it's fine with me. Bye Bluebie :):)