Monday, September 21, 2015
Day 2211.
Hi. I just came back from my acting class and made myself a veggie burger. No bun. Who am I? I have only the one job now which is super disorienting and now I am changing my diet which is 100% disorienting. Lord I am trying to lose weight and I've adjusted my food - I lost about 5 pounds. That's it. SO FRUSTRATING. But reading that book Eat Pretty I realized (and since I'm really trying to make a lifestyle change barf) I was eating cheeseburgers, muffins and potato chips on a regular basis. I mean - those were my food sources. I would say I was 20% healthy eating and 80% not. Maybe 50/50. Okay I will give myself 50/50. What the fuck is that? Haha delicious that's what. I haven't had a bacon cheddar burger in at least a month if not longer. Seriously that really is a fucking miracle. Anyway whatever - I can't afford to eat in the new neighborhood I work in now. I got a small ice coffee and a brownie one day and it was 8 fucking dollars. Ha! Okay so Soho is even MORE expensive than the upper east side whoa. Whatever. Anyway Im still not ironed out enough in my schedule that I have started to work on my writing more. What am I talking about? I mean why am I writing this right now? I guess because I WANT to. Okay so it's okay - everything is okay. I made it through all the extra days of working and I will figure out this next new phase of living also. It will be weird to not live in this apartment anymore. I mean Im not moving right now Im just saying. Fuck Im so tired. Love you Bluebie bye.
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