Glorious weekend.

It was a wonderful weekend - and it large part because I got to a meeting every single day I was there.  Fucking amazing.  I don't normally do that (when I go someplace else) and it made such an unbelievable, huge difference.  The weather was gorgeous and the rehearsal dinner, wedding and all the other things we did were wonderful.  We all sang different parts of "Say A Little Prayer For You" at the rehearsal dinner and they loved it.  What else?  I mean I can't even tell you how grateful I feel to have had such a beautiful weekend with my family and to not be hung over or thrown up or - I don't know - cried?  I mean I even got my period and it was still okay.  Years ago that would have been a game changer - I would have not been able to get up and go anywhere - holy fuck.  Do you know what's worse than having a hang-over??  Having a hang-over AND your period - fucking horrible - I mean beyond horrible.  EW - FUCKING EW - I'M SO GRATEFUL I DIDN'T DO THAT THIS WEEKEND!!!  I hope I was a good example of sobriety.  I danced my ass off with my family and that was so fun.  My uncle said to me the next day "You had fun last night right!?"  I said I had a blast.  Ha - and then he said "Wow - so you had that much fun without drinking??"  I said I did and how great is that.  WOW.  Now I am terrified about going towards my 5th year anniversary - that and the one year anniversary of my dog dying.  I went for a walk this morning in the park and there were all these dogs rolling onto their backs on the grass - ha - isn't that so cute?  Oh it made me cry - she was too old to really go to the park by the time we moved here - I guess I just didn't think she would like it.  Oh - oh my heart - oh good lord why am I doing this to myself right now?  Okay well I need to clean up around here and I have a couple of long weeks of work ahead of me - my last 2 weeks of waitressing.  I am working Friday, then Saturday and Sunday brunch and I have a feeling that by the time Sunday is over I may never go back - but I am going to do my best to see the 2 weeks through.  Okay - I LOVE YOU BLUEBIE!!!!!  Bye!!!