I remembered something.

Yesterday I really realized it was so and is so hard for me to like myself. I was like - I just get upset with how I am - that's all there is to it. I had total acceptance of my inability to accept myself. Ugh - Jesus. I should really take this sweater off. It looks so nice. I swear - you can look so awful and put on well made clothing and it really changes so much about you. I only have 6 hours and 39 minutes to go before I go to my next job and then these 3 doubles will be done. Okay - wowzers.