is stress right? Oh boy I am stresssssssed out. Overwhelmed. It's okay I can do this. That's what I keep saying to myself - I can do this I can do this. Oye. I just have gotten busy and it's so so wonderful and I am so so grateful! I got a part in a play and I am going to perform at a big place on Monday and I am super excited. I have lots going on and it's good. I am feeling better. Little bit each day my energy is coming back. It's the juggling of my schedule and the moving around a lot plus the - what? I forgot what I was saying! Oh I know - missing meetings. Yes - I missed alanon this week and I haven't been to a meeting since Monday. I start to get dry so quickly and then also I start to get how I am right now - panicky and stressed out. So that's uncomfortable to write. Hmmmmm - well I have my ladies meeting in the morning. What can I do? I did my best this week. It's all about the planning and sometimes I am not good at the planning. I am good at eating! Is that a thing? I'm just flustered right now and I am not pooping so I am uncomfortable. Something about me jogging makes me not poop which is weird because I have always heard people talk about how much they almost shit themselves when they jog. THIS TOOK A TURN.
Refocusing......
Well okay I have a show tonight so I need to get ready. Ugh alright byeeeeee.
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