Wow.

I can't believe i haven't written on here for so long! My poor baby blog.  This is so much harder than I thought it would be. Well so I'm working my ass off at this job and I'm still in my class which is going well. Hard and uncomfortable but I'm learning so much. My guy wants me to stop the class for the Summer - he wanted me to stop for June but I said no and then we got in a fight for 2 days. My solution of course was - oh well - I'm going to just live alone again and that's fine. Very much - go fuck yourself bye. Which of course is alcoholic and ridiculous. Anyway - things take time. Blending two lives together takes time. And let's face it - I don't clean, do dishes or laundry and that's annoying! So we have some stuff to iron out. I actually have the day off today - so I'm going to tberapy. Normally I would have class. I'm working on a 6 page monologue! Holy shit. Anyway. Well. I hope we can work it out - i do love my guy. I'm so sleepy! Okay bye. Miss you Bluebie!!