It's so fucking hot again. I am in such a grumpy mood and it made me giggle a little to say anal. Anal. Anaaaaaaal. Jesus. It's hot and humid! We got up at 6:00 am yesterday so we could go out and jog before it got to hot and I was still sweating over my entire body and I don't even sweat. I mean it wasn't 6:00 when we went out it was later. Ugh. But it was early!
I am so sleepy. I went for a walk this am and well - the sun felt great - it feels so healthy and wonderful to get out there - but - it's hot. Did I mention it's hot? Okay I am just writing because I have set up a writing schedule for myself but I am so conflicted inside myself I don't know how to write something.
I'm just having feelings. Angry feelings. They are the correct feelings. I know that they are and it's so nice that I can say that to myself. But man - do I get stuck in my feelings. Instant conflict inside myself as soon as I get a negative feeling. Which is ironic since it makes it last 500 times longer - it really does. Whoa - once again I am getting so tired writing on here. I am going to lay down.
Love you Bluebie!
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