Tuesday, January 27, 2015
Daily Reprieve and where have I been?
WOW - I can't believe how hard it is for me to keep up with this! I haven't written on here for a week. Whoa. Okay - well - here I am now. I snowed in from this huge blizzard that wasn't even actually a blizzard. I got tons of rest and it has been absolute heaven being at home, cooking at home, doing the dishes and I took a bath last night - glorious. I also went to a meeting around the corner from my house so that was great also. ALTHOUGH I had carrot cake there and it made my pee ORANGE this morning and before I realized it was the cake I thought I was DYING. Jesus. I fell down in the park yesterday so I thought that's what it was - that I had internal bleeding and I was peeing orange blood. Whoaaa. Anyway - back to the daily reprieve. So it is said in the program that we have (I'm sure I've written this before but for some reason yesterday I heard it - I really heard it and I found it so profound) "A daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of our spiritual condition." Um - I think that's what it is. Okay so this woman I heard last night in the meeting was celebrating 31 years of sobriety and that's what she said. She said I'm not cured - I just have a daily reprieve and blah blah I don't remember what else she said. Haha - I'm just kidding - I mean I'm not kidding I can't remember what else she said but that part must have been all I needed to hear. So that's it - I get 24 hours just like everyone else and I get to grow spiritually everyday inside those 24 hours and I can stay sober. THAT'S IT. No pressure! Jeez. Well anyway I think I had more to say but I don't know. I need to go outside - I'm going to try the park again but this time I'm going to wear my snow boots and try not to fall down. Love you Bluebie bye.
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